Alright. I've filtered that other post so that you can read it now. It's... It's not pretty, okay? And it's me doing all the non-pretty things there. :(
Actually, there are more posts. You can look at all of them, I think they explain as well as I can just how I've been feeling these last couple of weeks. :(
http://curious-kit.livejournal.com/11126.html#cutid1 http://curious-kit.livejournal.com/11307.html#cutid1 http://curious-kit.livejournal.com/12671.html#cutid1 This is the one from Saturday.
Do you think it'll do any good? I mean, I've pretty much said I don't trust him -- just like I thought he didn't trust me. And to be honest, I'm not sure that . . . I'm not sure I do. Not that he'll harm me or anything like that, but that he . . . maybe he really, deep down inside, does mind that I'm a werecreature with the ability to curse others with the same thing?
I just don't know what to do. It's like whenever I become friends with someone and not posing as human, it just . . . goes badly. I end up hurt and my friend ends up hurt.
I know he's good people! That's why this is all so totally fucked up. :(((( I shouldn't leave this to you, it's my mess I should clean it up. I just . . . I need to apologise to him, at least.
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Actually, there are more posts. You can look at all of them, I think they explain as well as I can just how I've been feeling these last couple of weeks. :(
http://curious-kit.livejournal.com/11126.html#cutid1
http://curious-kit.livejournal.com/11307.html#cutid1
http://curious-kit.livejournal.com/12671.html#cutid1 This is the one from Saturday.
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I just don't know what to do. It's like whenever I become friends with someone and not posing as human, it just . . . goes badly. I end up hurt and my friend ends up hurt.
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I'm sorry.
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